"I always feel as if I’m struggling to become someone else. As if i’m trying to find a new place, grab hold of a new life, a new personality. I suppose it’s part of growing up, yet it’s also an attempt to re-invent myself. By becoming a different me, I could free myself of everything… But I always hit a dead end. No matter where I go, I still end up me. What’s missing never changes. The scenery may change, but I’m still the same old incomplete person. The same missing elements torture me with a hunger that I can never satisfy. I think that lack itself is as close as I’ll come to defining myself."
– Haruki Murakami, South of the Border, West of the Sun (via vanderlylegeek)
"I want to taste and glory in each day, and never be afraid to experience pain; and never shut myself up in a numb core of nonfeeling, or stop questioning and criticizing life and take the easy way out. To learn and think: to think and live; to live and learn: this always, with new insight, new understanding, and new love."
"ساعات فى رحلة البحث عن الحقيقه المطلقه هتتوه ,و هتلف تلف لحد ما تلاقى نفسك مكان ما بدأت.كل شوية تتهدلك حقايق و تكتشف إن كل شىء فى الاخر تقريبا وجهة نظر"
"There’s a loneliness that only exists in one’s mind. The loneliest moment in someone’s life is when they are watching their whole world fall apart, and all they can do is stare blankly."
– F. Scott Fitzgerald - The Great Gatsby (via seagravee)